Help yourself out
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I am a soldier and a civilian.
If I am a soldier, I act according to the intention of a power, the reason, the aim, the responsibility, is something which stands outside me. Order creates forms independantly of me, and forces them to repetition, I continue the system and I become dependant, until I withdraw myself from the system.
The system is a joint body, the soul of enthusiasm, the spirit of a mortal idea, which in an agreed system of signs, giving back an agreed thought.
If I live according to a system, they identify me with another and I identify myself in return. But the price of this is that I am a mercenary, always uniform with someone, always smaller that something. If I am a soldier, I can be nothing else. If I am a civilian, I am order and I change. I change from thought to the real, I always do what I do, as no one does. I stand above responsibility, I am always different from something, always braver than something, I resemble only myself, because I identify myself. I can always be different, I can always do differently, I always love other.
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